/b/ I am hurting from losing what could have been the love of my life and I need to share, here goes

>Be me, 21 year old KHV
>Zero confidence beta, 4' 11 shorty with tiny frame and no muscle
>Went to uni, no friends, average grades (but I did graduate)
>Decide after uni, fuck it, need to at least try to do something good with my life
>Join a local club that goes around helping people in conflict zones, particularly shithole Africa
>Might die, might starve, who gives a fuck? I leave nothing behind except parents who think I'm a failure
>Maybe some part of me wanted to go out doing something meaningful

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