Check in thread I’ll start. /b I’m struggling. I have a good life I just can’t seem to do well in it. I hallucinate without drugs almost daily. I’m so fucking paranoid all the time. I throw up after every meal if I even eat. I can’t concentrate on school work I’m failing all my classes except dance (how do you fail dance), I can’t even give head without feeling like I’m going to be sick. All my self esteem comes from tinder hookups and I cry after they leave almost every time anyways. The only thing that makes me happy is getting blackout drunk and that only works while I’m drinking. I’m in therapy and I’m on meds for the hallucinations but it’s not enough rn. Idk where to go or what to do beyond that.